maybe the right word is scared….

I’m honestly not that scared of the virus itself…. Ive gotten it once and my entire family is vaccinated anyway. But now seeing the omicron.. and the world slamming its borders shut again, i guess it scares me. I am sick of being locked up, i want to meet people, i want finally start living. But seeing reports saying that the pandemic could last into 2025 and beyond… those are my college years… as far as i see it, that’s my last chance to really get close to people. And its slowly slipping away.