For some reason, everything I do keeps going to shit. well, I know why I just don’t know how to stop looping and finally fix it.

I’m probably going to have to write off my writing class, making for like 30 withdrawn credits so far. My research sources are shit and my paper draft is due tomorrow. Best case I ship a junk paper that’s built on shit. It’s all my fault too. For some reason i cant bring myself to do work even though I could have written a kick as paper and easily gotten an a or b in this class. I don’t even have the factoring excuse here anymore. it really sucks, but i really want to feel like I’ve gotten something out of this class and not the “just keep marching forward” that my dad keeps parroting.