sat next to a balding guy who i think has autism in my class today, he kept picking his nose which was really fucking disgusting. Read a story as well and needed to write a journal, kinda struggled with that but i managed to get it in at 23;57. 200 words so shipping garbage at the last minute was totally my fault is what is.

I really need to buy a new laptop. having someone accidentally pull my cable and losing everything is really annoying and i cant deal with it anymore. Im leaning towards a macbook but spending 1000 on a computer when paying for school has decimated my bank account is kinda hard. Ill probably end up buying it tomorrow because im honestly not in the mood to shop around and i just want to try havng a macbook at least once.

Visited the dermologist this morning as well, they want to double my accutane dose by having me take the same dose twice a day. Should help me move through this course quicker. Also asked about hair thinning and she told me she didnt notice anything in the crown. Ill continue to watch every couple months but im a bit more calmed now than i was before. If theres any progression ig ill just hop on fin and see how it goes.

part of me also wonders if im using that scare as an excuse to take hrt because whenever i think about it my mind just goes “Estradiol!EstradiolEstradiolEstradiol” and its kinda wtf.

Have work at 8 tmr… yay…

Tonights mix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBUCmMxmup0&t

Goodnight ❤️

-a