Actually stayed busy at work today, i saw a list of things to do and started working at it. Also cleaned up an isle that had been neglected for a while, if my lead gets mad abut it he can go fuck himself.

Ive been thinking a bit more and im kinda realizing that my fear of hair loss has nothing to do with dating… at all. Well i already kinda knew it but its weird admitting that. It has a lot more to do with how i want to see myself, and im worried potential hairloss will derail that.

oh and my neon also came today