Wouldnt really call today a success, I kinda of felt like a potato all day. I blew off the guy who was gonna help me with a bow because I wanted to structure bash instead, also blew off my writing class but that was only a work period. I should have been there but it’s not the end of the world. if I had waited 20 more mins id probably have healed and I’d need to ref it again. but here’s the result of 3 hours of autism

https://zkillboard.com/kill/112460852/

All that for a 180m kill LOL. I knew that going in though.

Went to a roller skating thing with my dad near the convention center, near as in across the street. Was fun they had music and a bunch of people. I really need to get better at skating though, I can’t control myself very well and I had like 3 near misses. My luck ran out on the fourth time and I hit a random girl. ended up landing right on my tailbone and she fell too, but she seemed fine. Went home after that, probably not gonna feel great in the morning.

Decided to say fuck it, and now 4 blades, 2 hours, and a few cuts later my legs are totally bare for the first time…. ever. Except for some hair in my legpits that I couldn’t really reach. I like it and will probably keep my legs like this for a while. My veins really show now though and I think I’d just wax it in the future. I wonder if anyone in my family will comment on it, I can’t hide it like I did my shaved thighs unless I wear sweatpants everywhere, which isn’t really in character for me.

Room is still a mess and need to clean it up, also want to hang my neon which I still somehow haven’t done. I think this environment is making me sorta depressed, like the mess.

Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBUCmMxmup0&t

Goodnight 💕

-a