{"id":151,"date":"2022-08-13T20:29:55","date_gmt":"2022-08-13T20:29:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/2022\/08\/13\/i-take-that-back-i-think-i-do-know-why-im-less\/"},"modified":"2022-08-13T20:29:55","modified_gmt":"2022-08-13T20:29:55","slug":"i-take-that-back-i-think-i-do-know-why-im-less","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/2022\/08\/13\/i-take-that-back-i-think-i-do-know-why-im-less\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I take that back. I think I do know why I\u2019m less forthcoming\u2026 I spent two years with a group that told me how worthless I was day in and day out. How I would never find anyone and if ever did It\u2019s because they have no other choice. I think because of that I always feel like people aren\u2019t being honest with me. And I want them to prove that they want to be around me. Unfortunately that doesn\u2019t usually happen and I just end up unintentionally pushing them away. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I take that back. I think I do know why I\u2019m less forthcoming\u2026 I spent two years with a group that told me how worthless I was day in and day out. How I would never find anyone and if ever did It\u2019s because they have no other choice. I think because of that I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-151","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=151"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=151"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=151"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eternaluseonly.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=151"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}