I feel like i need to be fully open for this to work….

School was fineish, i think the yoga helped calm me down a lot. I was super ticked off about how my math class is going. I get the processes pretty well but my ability to factor is terrible. After I kinda just lingered in the health tech building lobby for 4 hours till I went home. I got some math done but i mostly just thought and played a game called “bad ending theater”. I didnt finish it, but its such a pain trying to find a path where everyone stays alive.

Theyve always kinda been there on and off over the years but it was never really what id describe as noteworthy. A fun desire that i thought about sometimes but nothing more. I always kinda intended on exploring that at some point but i was hoping to move out before i truly start to explore. But its not quietly filed away anymore, its been occupying my thoughts constantly now and i want to explore so much, i just dont know how in my current state.

I might write again tonight but idk.

Heres a song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RQQLwnaw80&list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w&index=6

Goodnight (maybe?) 💕

-a